To be someone good at so many things but never appreciated for them? To have awards but was never congratulated by the people who raised her up? To be the black sheep of her family?
My brother won "The Best Athlete" award. I'm happy. I screamed in joy for him, but deep down inside my heart I yearned for an award like that. I'm no good in sports, other than long jump. I can't run. Not at all, despite my lightweight body.
Awards that I've won were like really amazing things for me, but my parents never cared. They were like the award for Quran recitation, Best GM award, nomination as 2009 YTC best singer, New Year banner award... Idk. Nothing really important to my parents. Of course, I'm talented but not in the way they wished I was like.
I just want to go cry. Even if I know that doesn't help.
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