Oh well. At least I take my time without people putting up hopes that I'll update ever so often.
But anyway, this week was somewhat catastrophic orz''' because I fail at just about everything that happened.
No tests today, all I'm excited for is the trip tomorrow. YAYYYYY ART TRIIIIIP WITH NEAAARRRRR.
That. Was. The. Best. Trip. EVAR. I love it. I love it. I love it. I love how everything went smoothly and no one bothered me talking to Near like there was no tomorrow, actually; honestly, why did I feel nothing like sparks unlike the last time we talked? But well, the trip was awesome. Painted my own batik. <3
TESTS. TESTS. TESTS. ICT practical on Access and Additional Maths. I MISS MY ART TRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIP. Near's absent today. I wonder why?
My life is a piece of shit. A big misunderstanding as everyone was teasing Max about how I was talking to Near. I went back home in the same taxi as Near, but everyone had to misunderstand and mistake it all. Thinking I'm cheating on Max. But I thank you so much, Max; for forgiving me in the end. More tests.
Tried my best to ignore Near. He clapped to get my attention but I only looked at him for a split second and turned away. I don't want to hurt Max anymore. I like Near as a girlfriend, but everyone knows that Near is a guy. Is it that hard to accept what I think? But well, that's fine. I can live without Near. And oh, Chemistry and Islamic --- Aced them both because I'm a smarty-pants. Finished up SpiCa vocals + harmonies.
Now mixing SpiCa and writing up a blog entry as I am bored. Really bored. =w=